Hello Fellow Bloggers,
I have to be honest in here however I have been too ashamed to blog about it until now.... I fell off the wagon.....Very Hard! After coming home from the Round 3 2011 group work out and the party I received some slack from my family about working out and partying so soon after just having a miscarriage...I was devastated I was trying to convince them that I wasn't pushing myself and that I needed that time to reflect over the last 12weeks of working my butt off literally. However after thoes comments and the whole Christmas time I fell into a Black hole and had trouble picking myself back up. I promised myself that I wouldn't ever fall again however I did and hard I put on about about 5kgs since party night and I know why I have pin pointed the issues and will now work through my pain to recreate that motivation I had when I 1st started the journey.
After a long, Heartfelt talk with my husband who has been my rock through this time I'm BACK and ready for action. So much so that I'm sitting here all sweaty after a fast paced walk and the completion of Mish's Cardio Shredder and 764 Cal's later feeling much better about this path I'm taking.
My goal is to be well and truly back to my last weigh in weight before kick off in Feb. I really want to loose another 25kgs before falling pregnant again.So the beginning of 2012 will be the hardest time for me but I'm sure I will make you all proud.
I will promise to keep you updated on my journey, as I am motivated more then ever to make this change. Your comments and thoughts are greatly appreciated as they keep me going!
Sar
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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss hun, it hurts and I don't blame you for sinking- I also congratulate you for making a resolve! I'll be with you every step of the way! Looking forward to following your journey!
ReplyDeleteIt's not how often you fall that matter, it's how often you drag yourself back up again and keep going. Forgive yourself and get back into it! 2012 is going to be awesome, I can feel it. Take Care of yourself and have fun.
ReplyDeletexx Esther
You WILL make us (and more importantly, yourself) proud this year Sarah.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear you've been having a hard time, but the amazing thing is how you manage to pick up the pieces and fight on through it all.
You can do it!
Amy xx