Thursday, August 23, 2012

LIFE HAPPENS v's SHIT HAPPENS

Hello to all that remember me and Hi to those that don't....
1st I want to say a big Sorry for being away for so long I have had huge struggle to face this year both financial, physical as well as mental as most of you were aware I joined 12wbt for Round 3 last year and it was a very successful round for me 15kgs down however the main reason for me to joining was to loose the weight to possible fall pregnant to my dismay during Round 3 I had a miscarriage (during week 12)  and put me back a little....Who and I kidding A LOT!
However armed with determination I joined again Round 1 this year and had a very nasty fall and was off my ankle for 12wks and I'm still having a few small issues with it now. 
But wait that's not all also during all of this I have been going through a large amount of testing to see the issues I'm having with falling pregnant again the tests have panned over the last 5mths and after having now seen over 3 very highly regarded pregnancy specialists and numerous evasive tests I have been given the worst news possible of no longer being able to fall pregnant. 
And before you say but never give up hope that is really all I've been living on for the last 4 years since having Harrison I've had my miracle and are now at the stage of moving on...(as best I can)

So again I'm Sorry I shut you all out over the last 6mths and more but I withdrew and with that came back my old habits eating to make me feel better when in fact I'm no better other then in the fact that I'm starting to except my new life journey as a family of three. But I am pretty much back to where I began!!

But the good news is I've signed up for Round 3 this year and I know (If you all forgive me???) armed with the most amazing bunch of women I have no where to go but on the UP and Up....

Thanks to this amazing lady Bec whom I'm so lucky to call my friend I've been able to get through this year still smiling and the best part was that I meet her though this  
12wbt western sydney facebook page!



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